Age 0-10
Age 11-20
I was one of the older kids in my learn to swim class at the
YMCA. I wasn't bad at it, but I think
they probably promoted me through the ranks a little quicker than they might
have so that I didn't get embarrassed.
Either way, it boosted my confidence and I liked it. So with a little encouragement from my mom,
as soon as I was old enough I transitioned from taking swimming classes to
teaching them and becoming a lifeguard.
I worked for and with really nice people there, so I double majored in
psychology and elementary teaching in college.
This experience taught me:
CONTENT DELIVERY.
My last year of college was tough. After 3 years of being the top of my class, a
bad practicum experience in a middle school (not elementary, like I signed up
for) nearly ended my career before it started.
This experience taught me:
PEDAGOGY.
Age 21-30+
It was hard to get a full time teaching job. I took a "part time" job teaching preschool at a private daycare where
they cared more about profits than what we actually did with the kids all
day. I was on my own in terms of curriculum and not paid for
supplies or prep time. I couldn't stay
late to decorate or set up because I had to punch out. This experience taught me: PRIORITIES.
Then I got a job in a public school with a consortium for
the hearing impaired. Although it was
not a professional position, it was finally a professional setting. I worked with a teacher who was enthusiastic
and inspiring. So different from my
practicum and preschool positions. Mrs.
Swift, I would not be the teacher I am today if you hadn't shown me how to
captivate a classroom full of children all day, every day. Thank you.
This experience taught me: FLOW
over the course of a day, week, and unit.
A year later I got a full time teaching position 100 miles
away. I finally got my own apartment and
taught 7 to 4 at a charter school. The
school climate was draining. Our dean
collected our lesson plans weekly (the format came out to 10 pages per
week). We sent progress reports home
every 2 weeks. We started our mornings
with a staff meeting followed by a whole school assembly. Then we started every subject with a Do
Now. No talking allowed for at least 3
minutes. We were on camera being watched
by our dean. They could flick on audio
any time without us knowing. If we were
sick there was no substitute, although we did have 2 teachers in every
room. The neighborhood was so sketchy
that the custodian walked me out of the building at 4:30 during the dark winter
months. If it rained there was no recess
that day; the rooms were only big enough to hold desks, not play. Our charter was to pass the state's
standardized test, so if we didn't, we'd be shut down. We were caught off guard the year we got laid
off during the summer (no contract, no union) but unable to collect
unemployment. That was the year I sent
out resumes elsewhere. This experience
taught me: DISCIPLINE.
When I arrived for the interview at my current school, I
knew I belonged there. It felt a
confidence I hadn't felt before in a teaching interview. My fourth graders that year had had 3 weeks
with a teacher who took the reading specialist position, and by the end I loved
them so much that I wanted to loop with them.
There were a handful of other teachers my age at the school, hired the
same year as me (a month earlier) so I was part of a cohort of newbies that I
have "grown up" with. Although
our first principal stressed a lot of people out, my horror stories of that
charter school made this one feel like heaven.
She collected lesson plans like at my last job, but I got to use my own
format. Reports 6 times a year was nothing. Having a union and a contract made me feel
secure regardless of the state testing, sick time, and summer pay. This experience allowed me: SELF DIRECTED GROWTH.
Our current principal is retiring, and has been even more
relaxed than the first. He doesn't
collect plan books. He cares more about
Responsive Classroom than MCAS scores. This
experience taught me: CHILD CENTERED
TEACHING.
I feel like I've left so much out of this post because every
group of children has taught me so much along the way. I think I can sum that up with DIVERSITY, not
just in a cultural sense, but also in abilities, personalities, needs, and
interests too. Getting married has
taught me about BALANCE. My colleagues
have taught me about TEAMWORK. I know
I'm a better team member than I was at the start of my career, and that's
thanks to the teachers at my current school.
So basically, the things that contributed to the educator I am today is:
college, work, and family. That's life,
right?
Thanks for this post Amber! I love your timeline approach - and recognize myself along your chain of events too.
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